I am standing in the middle of the crowd,Some of my friends are amongst the crowd too
But strange! everyone walk passing me...as if I am invisible.
I start feeling like I am being ignored.....in my head I m saying "well, it's OK"
Then, there I see you, and you are walking toward me...
I wave at you, you act as if you don't see, but you continue walking right toward me.
I try saying “Hi”, I can’t…my voice stuck in my throat
I can’t say a word they won’t’ come out
You are approaching...u r just on the tip on my hand, so I try to touch you....strange! I can't...I can't feel you
You don’t see me, you won’t hear me, and you won't feel me also
Finally, you walk pass me like everyone does
I shout with all my strength, but still the voices won’t come out, my voice dried out
Gosh! What’s happening? I start feel the pressure in my chest...I am being ignored.....No! this is not OK
I am left standing and staring at ur back, staring at everyone back....they are fading…
Suddenly, I feel a really strong force pulled me out of the crowded,
Then I am dropped……
I look around no one there, so quiet, so dark, don't know where am i
I whisper “hello!”, hoping someone would answers me,
but what I heard back are my echoes...
I feel so cold, so weak, so lonely……..
I wish this is a dream……if so….Ahhh I want to wake up NOW!
But what if this is not a dream and it is reality?????
